Been awhile since I have had a moment to sit down and write. Got a lot on my mind decided today was the day I had to get it done.
Lately I have had this feelings that I can do so much better than what i am doing. I have decided to move forward in certain situations and they have not brought me the happiness I was expecting. So I let them go and actually felt satisfied once I made that decision.
I have learned over the past couple of months as i deal with my personal struggles that the hardest things that I have not wanted to do, once I did them have brought me the most satisfaction and happiness.
Doing the things that you put in the back of your mind are usually the things that need to be done the most.
Now that I am single and not committed to anyone or their feelings it feels really weird a good weird. I have decided that my life deserves sooooo much better than a bunch of lies, disguises, and wolf in sheep clothing. The decision to move forward and put myself first has been one of the best decisions I have ever made.