I went into something with fresh eyes and a fresh heart. I allowed the past to be the past and I expected you to do. I assumed things would be different.
last night as I sat in class I received a text from a random number with a link to something. I clicked on the link without even thinking and it led me to a baby registry which then when I registered both names on the registry began to shake my world.
I texted the number back and asked who was it they didn’t want to tell me they simply text back and said call me please it is an emergency.
So I walked out of class to call not expecting my world as I once new it to come crashing down. I called this person a woman answered and proceeded to ask me questions to no avail I didn’t really answer. SO I started asking her questions 1. who are you? 2. How did you get this number? 3. What business do her and I have together 4. Why did you send me that link?
She proceeds to ask me if I know a certain person and I tell her yes I do why and she asks me if I knew this person recently became a father. At this point I am in disbelief and I simply say no way. I proceed to text the person in question and ask this person to call me immediately so I can merge the calls and figure out what is going on. Before that could happen I get another link sent this time of photos of the 3 individuals in question and this is when I realize this is not a dream this is a reality.
This person had started a whole new life no warning no nothing and didn’t miss a beat. Deep down a woman always can sense when something is not right.
So finally the person calls and through all the tears and hurt I simply ask two questions do you know this person? Did you have a child? The response “what” I am in bad laying down with a headache I am not dealing with this right now” “Who told you that” the conversation ends I go back to class simply pack up my things and head to my car.
The person calls again this time a little more alert but still avoiding all answers to the questions, I hear a faint cry in the background and I am left with ” I will fix it I will call you back I will call you back bye”
Several text sent and all I get back is a “we will talk tomorrow” throughout the night I am getting photos, two baby registry links, facebook photos, this person spared no expense to let me know.
All I can do all night is toss and turn no sleep. Crying all night wondering how someone you have sooooo much history with so much love, so much hate, so much struggle and this is what I am left with, not even from the horses mouth itself.
I dont know who this person is that decided to let me know all I know is that my world got turned upside down.
After a certain point in your life with age you would think maturity and truth grows with people but I guess that is just an old wives tale.
The moral of the story is sometimes when you sit back and listen you hear so much louder. I did not go searching it came to me. God tends to do that. A women’s intuition is NEVER wrong. Don’t go searching God always reveals the truth.