Wondering

Sitting in class wondering what’s next.

Being a single mom but also a single woman I have dedicated so much of my life to other people. Not just my children but the people that I Love and have been in love with.

I find myself dedicating so much love and attention to others but neglect to feel the love and receive the love for myself.

Love is funny at times. It is painful, it hurts so much, but it also makes you happy from a place that no one can see. It brings unspeakable joy to your heart.

That type of love can’t be faked, It can’t be fudged it is a love like no other.

If you find a person that can make you mad as hell but then bring a smile to your face in the same sense. A person that you can’t shake that is the person you are meant to be with. A relationship is never easy but when you find someone that loves you for your past, accepts what present in order to be apart of your future that is who you need to be with,

 

3 thoughts on “Wondering”

  1. Amen to that! I really like being single myself and it gives me a chance to focus on myself and my daughter. Putting energy into a relationship is something I have done before but being alone in my eyes is relieving, relaxing, and rejuvenating. Love will always be around when you find “THE ONE”, or they will find you. Patients is key

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  2. What you just wrote makes a lot of sense. Love this funny like that but when you decide you don’t want the negative “love “the best thing for you to do is stay away from that and learn to leave that person alone since they may not meet your expectations . Learn what you must and let go of the rest…

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