My Greatest Gift.. Your Greatest Regret

You gave me the greatest gift I never asked for
By forcing me and saying I asked for it
By using your authority to get a pass for it
Then labeling me as an assssh for it

I think about that night in my dreams
Fiending for answers for the things that went unseen
Thinking and feeling why me

You were a mover and shaker for all the wrong reasons
A follower, a disciple for the wrong Jesus
A sheep in wolf’s clothes that charmed your way to the top
I see you, you see me and your soul drops

Your Reality Is

You gave me the greatest gift I never asked for
And Yes you did get a pass for it…. all 3 of you.
You took advantage of your authority
Made it your business to use the poor me… Speech

Don’t mind me I am just moving past the path you created for me
My Greatest gift will be your biggest regret
You took advantage of your position not once but twice.
And you smile and smile like everything is nice.
Your rhythm in life is how you pretend

Moving back and forth will it ever end.
Will my terror at night finally go away?
Jordan forever stays in my heart as a reminder that my greatest gift created from a terrible tragedy is my glory, my heart, my life

And your Nightmare.

7 thoughts on “My Greatest Gift.. Your Greatest Regret”

  1. Damn this cuts deep it is emotional to me and I know terrible journeys do have light at the end of the tunnel but you have to remember to not look back.

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